So yah, need to stop feeling sorry for myself and get on with my day. Here is my plan, if anyone gives a shit? 1. Get dressed. 2. Go grab something to eat from Subway. 3. Come back and revise, catch up with 90210 and possibly watch Toy Story 2. 4. Work out, shower, relax for a bit, sleep.
I thought I was okay. I thought I was finally getting over you. But certain events that unfolded over the weekend bought back so many feelings which I thought had gone. I cannot get rid of this stupid heavy feeling in my chest. Ughh I am sick of being alone, feeling unloved. I want to feel loved and wanted, not just for one night. My head is so fucked right now.