1. Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are 2. B.O.B. feat. Bruno Mars - Nothing On You 3. Gnarls Barkley - Crazy 4. Britney Spears - Hit Me, Baby, One More Time 5. Jason Derulo - In My Head 6. Justin Timberlake - My Love 7. Lady Gaga - Just Dance 8. Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love 9. Ne-Yo - So Sick 10. Michael Jackson - Black Or White 11. Snoop Dogg - Sexual Eruption 12. Survivor - Eye Of The Tiger 13. Taylor Swift - Fifteen 14. Taylor Swift - Fearless 15. Savage Garden - The Animal Song 16. Snoop Dogg feat. Justin Timberlake - Signs
Just looking and thinking back on all the heartfelt words and feelings we shared, well they all seem empty and pointless now. Like none of it ever meant anything to you? Because I am so hung up on this break up and you don’t seem to give a shit. Well I know I meant every single I love you I ever said to you. But did you? I know I shouldn’t be thinking about all this kind of thing this late at night, but I physically can’t help it. No matter how much I try to push you away from me, you always manage to creep back into my mind. I know all I can do is give it time, because I believe one day I won’t think about you anymore. But right now, I hate it when people tell me to ‘forget’ about you. Or just ‘get on with it’. Trying to live without the one person who was always there, no matter what, the one person who loved you even at your worst, the one person who could make you laugh like nobody else could, the one person you told your biggest secrets to, the one person you shared your life with and who was your everything for 5 years. Yeah you fucking try and do that, and get back to me on how fucking hard it is. And I am not trying to make out I am the only person in the history of forever who has been through this, I know fully well I am not. But when it’s yourself, it’s always worse. And I am blessed to have my family, my friends, my health and somewhere to live. I was blessed to have you. I really was. But it is so hard when a blessing is took away. I am so lost in all this.
Student finance hurry the fuck up, I need money. Maybe a bar of Cadburys will make me feel better. Well for about 10 minutes anyway. I hate this feeling, can’t wait to be over all this shit. You’re over me, why can’t I be over you?