Do you replay things that have happened in your head? all the time. i wish i didn’t.
In the run of a week, how many times do you straighten your hair? err dunno. everyday, like my fringe at least.
Do you have feelings for anyone? HA who knows. i think i do but, displacement? maybe.
Math or English? English lit.
When was the last time you saw your father? the start of january :’(
When was the last time you cried really hard and why? i haven’t cried for a while. but it was like just over a month ago. a break up.
This time last month, were you single? actually yes, i was. god that’s weird to think.
What about now? yes.
Were you happy when you woke up today? no, i felt lazy. but at the same time, content with the amount of sleep i’ve had.
Have you ever told anyone you were okay when you really weren’t? who hasn’t?
Do you know what your name would have been if you where opposite sex? steven or trevor. glad i am a girl.
Do you have any twins in your family? nope.
Have you ever talked on the phone in the shower/bathtub? yuh.
Do you just want to yell in someone’s face right now? not so much yell.
Was today a good day? done fuck all. literally just woke up :) but yes, so far so good.
Have you ever had sex? yes.
Have you ever been nice to someone who treated you like shit? yes, too many times.
Think of the last person you kissed; are they important to you? errm no. i don’t know him that well to be honest.
Where is that person right now? somewhere in sheffield. probably hungover?
Do you think people talk about you? if they do, why i don’t know? and IDEGAF.
Has 2011 been good for you so far? no.
Is there one person you look at and automatically smile? yes, still.
What plans do you have for tomorrow? nothing, probably cook a roast dinner in the flat. might be hungover? i just don’t know. the possibilities are endless.
Do you wish anyone in particular was still in your life? yes.
Who was the last person you were on the phone with? errm i skyped my momma.
Is it more common for you to follow your heart or your mind? heart. ofc.
Have you ever asked a boy for advice? yeah, all the time.
If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? yeah.
Honestly, are you normally a happy person? yes, normally.
Are you closer to your father or mother? always been closer to my mum but my dad and i share a lot of common interests.. so i think equal really. but i am missing my dad a hell of a lot right now. obviously i miss my mum too, but i don’t see him much. i want my poppa :(
Are your nails painted? yeah but they need re-doing.
Is there a song that every time you hear it, you think of someone? uhh god yeah. there is more than one.
Can you remember the last time you really liked someone? yes. 2005. we broke up in 2010. If the last person you kissed told you that kissing you was a mistake what would your reaction be? 'right on, okay'.
Do you prefer to text message or talk on the phone? i prefer phone calls. but texting is better if you don’t know someone that well.
Have you ever crawled through a window? no.
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? no.
Is there someone who has made a difference in your life? yes. quite a few people. they know who they are.
Do you know how to skateboard? no. will i ever learn how to? no.
What are you listening to? radiohead - talk show host. can’tstoplistening.
What does your last text say? 'haha i'll see geek. might be on the lash innit. but yeah, rock climbing, 11am, well excited. right i need to go to sleep, have a magical night.'
Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them? no.
Who was the last person to make you laugh? kimberley and siobhan.
What is your favorite fruit? errr watermelon.
Do you like Taylor Swift? no.
How’s your heart lately? not so great. as in emotions wise. i hope it is fine and dandy health wise?
Do you get frustrated quickly? yeah.
Ever worn something of the opposite sex’s? yeah.
Would you date a 23 year old at the age you are now? yeah.
Are all guys players and cheaters? no.
What are you supposed to be doing right now? nothing. it’s a saturday. well i should be cleaning my room and doing washing. but no, not right now.
Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? no.
Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? yes.
Would you ever get a tattoo? yeah. i think i might if i get a job. either want a treble clef or my name in hebrew.
Are you wasting your time on someone? most probably, yes.
Is there someone you will never forget? yes.
Is there someone that you miss being close with? kieren.
Are you one of those people who hate crying in front of others? no. which is a bad thing.
Is the last person you kissed older than you? no.
Has anyone ever told you they would never leave and left? yes.
I hate when people just… change. And when it gets to the point where they don’t care about you. They don’t care because they’ve become a totally different, new person. And you were apart of the person they were before. So they just forget about you. And they don’t care about what you think. And all you can do is sit back and watch them be different.
"Sometimes all you can do is not think. Not wonder. Not obsess. Not imagine. Just breathe. Breathe in, breathe out. Everything works out in the end, and the more time you spend worrying about it, the longer it takes for things to end perfectly. Just the way they should."